Maybe just a few persons in this world remember red dragon. Yeah it has no name. It’s sort of an imaginary character lived in my brain when I was going through a very very harsh storm in life few years ago.
Even now, I still think it’s a very hard time and I have no confidence if I can do it if it happens now.
It changed me a lot inside. You know, I always think one’s life is too boring without a major heartbreak 😉
Maybe 2 years ago I did the Myers–Briggs Type Indicator test and I got “INFJ”.
I cried knowing that INFJs were only about 1% of the population. I had been feeling terribly lonely.
It’s been hard to mix in with people and relationships were crappy.
Then I tried to tell myself that it’s okay, I’m very special.
I took the test again half an hour earlier and I was really thrilled to know that I’ve changed!
I’m no longer that lonely INFJ, I am an INFP now!
It takes up 4% of the population 😉 That’s a great improvement lol hehehe
Maybe I could relate to more people now, maybe we’re sharing a lot more in common now, I’m kind of glad 🙂
I’m not sure how to put it in words. I really love RD, I always hope my brain could continue the story.
But for a lot of times I think it really just appeared in my worst days to stabilize my mood swings, or just to keep me occupied for a couple of hours. Yes, life was really full of shit that I could not handle. It’s like getting hit by a high speed train and flew halfway through the globe. Funny enough, though I had never seen my purpose of life, and as much as I loved how my friend once said “tomorrow is always a good day to die”, I did not think of killing myself at all, not a tiny bit, not a millisecond. It’s totally not a reason to die. I just thought I was going to rot in my hostel room.
I only want to talk about my personality test and my beloved RD today.
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